Scared. Alone.
I really hate to play politics and networking. Even now in school, this scenerio is widespread and I finally had a taste of it yesterday.
Yesterday was a stupid biased oral group test for a core module. It was simply a stupid idea put up by the lecturer- raising of hands and changing of rules and regulations halfway during the test is simply crazy. The whole test is freaking bias. Firstly, there is this bald master degree guy standing right at a corner, nearer to the left hand side of the class, responsible for timing, marking and looking at whose hands are up first. I tell u.. he ought to be slappppped by us. You noe y? coz his eyes are blardy cocked and he kept saying the left hand side group's hands are up first- every round. (when u noe some of our hands are obviously up first and he missed it) F* him!
Next, nearing the end of the stupid test session, tf and I smell something really fishy with one of the groups. Not saying we are looking down on people or being arrogant, but u noe sometimes its really impossible that a bunch of average student knows all the ans to the questions when Ah tiongs, zai Singaporeans dun even noe.
So we were wondering if they had senior's ans and whether the qns were recycled from last year. And Yes our suspicions fall through. The lecturer admitted she had recycled most of the qns and this guy also admitted he had the ans to them. ( NO WONDER they noe the ans immediately after the qns were read out) F* them! and the lecturer for being so blardy lazy too!
This test is such a waste of our time. It portrays the idea that you didnt get the marks not because you dont understand or dunno the qns.. its coz either your reaction is slow or some blind bat missed you out. Its so not a good gauge to your capability when marking is concerned. I would shut up if this test is just a understanding test and the whole session is just for fun and laughter peace and joy..
And guess wat? the test today is the same! Although its not oral, normal written form, but still its Recycled and a handfull of students gt ans to them!
Ok... this is a midterm for goodness sake.. i cant imagine people can be so slack (lecturers) to recycle qns thinking that we wun have access to any pass year's papers and tell me wats the logic of making us study for them when in the end, we are still gonna get owned by losers who got ans, and you noe they have lower capability then u if a game is played on a leveled playing field?!?! The system totally is screwed up and now that most of the people in the class has gotten to know the truth, i can assure u, we are gng to screw the lazy lecturers up if they are not gng to do anything about it.
After all these things happened, i really dunno who i can trust in the klas already.. my 2 most trusted besties are gng for exchange next semester and i feel im gng to be stranded on an empty island surrounded by sharks ready to swallow me up..seriously, sometimes I really have the impulse to apply for a last min exchange and fly off with them and get out of this scary, man-eat-man world..
I hate to evolve myself into a disgusting scheming vicious person who gets on top of the ladder by unscrupulous means, and i tink the world is making us to turn into these creatures we ourselves dun even understand.
I really hate to play politics and networking. Even now in school, this scenerio is widespread and I finally had a taste of it yesterday.
Yesterday was a stupid biased oral group test for a core module. It was simply a stupid idea put up by the lecturer- raising of hands and changing of rules and regulations halfway during the test is simply crazy. The whole test is freaking bias. Firstly, there is this bald master degree guy standing right at a corner, nearer to the left hand side of the class, responsible for timing, marking and looking at whose hands are up first. I tell u.. he ought to be slappppped by us. You noe y? coz his eyes are blardy cocked and he kept saying the left hand side group's hands are up first- every round. (when u noe some of our hands are obviously up first and he missed it) F* him!
Next, nearing the end of the stupid test session, tf and I smell something really fishy with one of the groups. Not saying we are looking down on people or being arrogant, but u noe sometimes its really impossible that a bunch of average student knows all the ans to the questions when Ah tiongs, zai Singaporeans dun even noe.
So we were wondering if they had senior's ans and whether the qns were recycled from last year. And Yes our suspicions fall through. The lecturer admitted she had recycled most of the qns and this guy also admitted he had the ans to them. ( NO WONDER they noe the ans immediately after the qns were read out) F* them! and the lecturer for being so blardy lazy too!
This test is such a waste of our time. It portrays the idea that you didnt get the marks not because you dont understand or dunno the qns.. its coz either your reaction is slow or some blind bat missed you out. Its so not a good gauge to your capability when marking is concerned. I would shut up if this test is just a understanding test and the whole session is just for fun and laughter peace and joy..
And guess wat? the test today is the same! Although its not oral, normal written form, but still its Recycled and a handfull of students gt ans to them!
Ok... this is a midterm for goodness sake.. i cant imagine people can be so slack (lecturers) to recycle qns thinking that we wun have access to any pass year's papers and tell me wats the logic of making us study for them when in the end, we are still gonna get owned by losers who got ans, and you noe they have lower capability then u if a game is played on a leveled playing field?!?! The system totally is screwed up and now that most of the people in the class has gotten to know the truth, i can assure u, we are gng to screw the lazy lecturers up if they are not gng to do anything about it.
After all these things happened, i really dunno who i can trust in the klas already.. my 2 most trusted besties are gng for exchange next semester and i feel im gng to be stranded on an empty island surrounded by sharks ready to swallow me up..seriously, sometimes I really have the impulse to apply for a last min exchange and fly off with them and get out of this scary, man-eat-man world..
I hate to evolve myself into a disgusting scheming vicious person who gets on top of the ladder by unscrupulous means, and i tink the world is making us to turn into these creatures we ourselves dun even understand.
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